Reflections of a First-Gen in Buenos Aires

Traveling to another country was never something I thought possible, especially not at this stage in my life. Being from a low-income background, the idea of international travel seemed like an unattainable dream. The expenses associated with it were daunting. For many years, both of my parents lacked proper documentation, which limited our ability to travel beyond the borders of the United States. Only in recent years did they finally receive documentation, allowing us to occasionally visit the border of Mexico.  

When I received an offer from IFSA, I accepted it on the very last day possible. The offer came with a first-generation scholarship, a golden opportunity I couldn’t pass up. Yet, the prospect of going to Argentina was something I never expected. My advisor recommended the internship program, but I needed more time to apply for financial aid from my school. Initially, I aimed to stay in the United States for an internship. However, I was rejected from every single one, except for the one with IFSA.  

Applying as a first-generation student proved advantageous. Despite missing the initial deadline, I took a chance and applied for aid for my overseas program a month later. To my surprise, I got in. Additionally, my interview with the prospective internship placement, the LGBTQ+ Federation of Argentina, was nerve-wracking. I feared they noticed my limited Spanish proficiency and lack of international, political, and legal experience. Despite these fears, I was offered an internship within the defense branch of the LGBTQ Federation in Argentina.  

My experience was nothing short of incredible. Working in the Annex of Congress, I’ve engaged in draft writing, legal research, and various other tasks that have broadened my understanding of international law and politics. This internship has allowed me to experience a different culture, immerse myself in a new city, and travel to various parts of Argentina. Additionally, I’ve visited San Antonio de Areco, Uribelarrea, Puerto Iguazu, and even Rio de Janeiro, Brazil, with friends from my cohort. 

Throughout this journey, I’ve often reflected on how my parents must have felt when they first arrived in the United States. It has been an emotional rollercoaster, filled with moments of missing my family, home, friends, and familiar foods. I think about the immense strength my mom must have had, moving to a new country without knowing the language and without completing her education. 

This experience has deepened my appreciation for my mom and her efforts. Ultimately, I fell in love with Argentina. The country’s rich culture, vibrant cities, and welcoming people made this journey unforgettable. As a first-generation student, this opportunity has not only expanded my horizons but also reaffirmed my resilience and adaptability. It’s a testament to the fact that, regardless of background or financial constraints, dreams can be realized with determination and the right support. This experience has shown me that the world is more accessible than I once believed. Traveling and working in Buenos Aires has broadened my perspective and deepened my understanding of global issues, cultures, and communities. It has encouraged me to continue pursuing opportunities that push me out of my comfort zone and challenge my preconceptions.  

Being a first-generation student often comes with its own set of challenges, but it also brings a unique perspective and drive. My time in Buenos Aires underscored the importance of perseverance, adaptability, and embracing new experiences. I have learned that while the journey may be filled with uncertainties and obstacles, the rewards of personal and professional growth are immeasurable.  

As I look to the future, I am inspired to share my story with other first-generation students, encouraging them to seek out opportunities and believe in their potential. Argentina has not only been a place of learning and adventure, but also a source of empowerment and self-discovery. This journey has reinforced my identity and opened my eyes to the endless possibilities that lie ahead, proving that with the right mindset and support, we can achieve more than we ever imagined. 

Nicole Ambar De Santos, a Global Studies: International Affairs major at Washington University in St. Louis, studied abroad on the IFSA Summer Internships in Buenos Aires program in Argentina in 2024.